- Most recent ex before I found out he was cheating on me.
The last time I saw you, besides passing in the halls. We were in my car. I was fighting the tears. You didn’t care. At least you acted that way. Nodding your head, barely saying anything. Your grandpa watching from the front door. I drove off as you got out. The last time I saw you didn’t matter.
The last time I kissed you. I can’t even remember. Maybe after taking you home from school one day? Maybe before your class. I couldn’t tell you. The last time I kissed you doesn’t matter.
The last time I saw you, you gave me a bag of alcohol. You’ve been coming to realize your problems and needed it out of your sight. You had never seen me so upset before and you couldn’t accept it. I showed you the messages, the ones that tore me apart as soon as I read them. The last time I saw you, I wanted to punch you. The last time I saw you doesn’t matter.
The last time I kissed you, I was leaving for work. A peck on the lips after a night spent together. I didn’t give in, you didn’t ask me to. I kept my boundaries and you accepted them. I was heading towards the door, running late, I turned around, have you a smile kissed you on the lips. You smiled back and said you’d see me later that night. Another peck before I fled to my car. I left happy. Content. Routine. But those messages from her, they ruined the routine. They ruined everything. The last time I kissed you, doesn’t matter.
But everything that doesn’t matter. Truly does. Two heart breaks. Two boys making an impact on a stupid girl’s life. No matter how careful you are, you still want to see the good in people. But you still end up hurt.
Idk, I’m perfectly content being the girl who is over looked for her friends.